She just fixaites on the negative never thinks about the good, I dont know I guess I have to go back to being single and alone living in my parents house crying myself to sleep. I dont even want to get out of bed I just want to speak to her to understand what the fuck is going on but she is so caught up and happy with her new guy that she doesent want to talk about us or our problems cause she is done with it. As I said to the mother in law its all sunshine and pal trees in the beginning she will crave for the drama or that guy will annoy her once she sees his flaws. It all hurts so much and I just dont know if I want to deal with this anymore so tired of my life being so clouded and fucked up. My drug habbits just get worse and worse through the years