Man I wish I could think cleary every thought is consumed by her....I hate what happened I miss her so much...I dont miss the bs but its like that is my wife I use to have so much fun with her I just wish she would talk to me again.
Cookie Thief
Man I wish I could think cleary every thought is consumed by her....I hate what happened I miss her so much...I dont miss the bs but its like that is my wife I use to have so much fun with her I just wish she would talk to me again.
Cookie Thief
Oh, Xperia phone covers, how much are they?Originally Posted by Steve
Went on to ebay to pick up a few screen protectors and ended up buying a whole damn case for the phone, damn you ebay.
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Look on eBay, might be faster than waiting a reply from Steve?
Cookie Thief
That is the better idea, I guess he isn't always online like yourself then.Look on eBay, might be faster than waiting a reply from Steve?
Fish Fingers
Tried and failed with a bipolar bitch. Didn't realise it to start with, obviously. However, I just figured out that the nice side was as much of a fuckup as the dark side and there is absolutely nothing you can do to change it. It's a mental disorder.
Quit snorting the pills man. Fun to crush by tastes like all your worst nightmares when it dribbles down the back of your throat.
Cookie Thief
Worse part is she is to blind to see it, fuck man I would take care of her through this I know she needs help someone who will love her no matter I married her I am so commited to my marriage it all hurts so much. I wish she would think for a minute and not just try to run into something new we all spent so much time investing in this relationship I never thought I would been in this same place again. Whats the point Ive lost everything that mattered to me might as well just get fucked up till I od.
Fish Fingers
Not sure you can OD on pills or coke but yeah. Mental illness is a motherfucker man. That's what she has. There's nothing much someone on the outside can do to assist. Just make sure you don't develop one as well.
Cookie Thief
She has no clue she has one though she is blaming all her problems on me, oh yeah pain pills coke xanax dead man walking. I already have dealing with this stress it has consumed me over the yeras we were so fucking happy and one fight sparked a mass fall out it just pisses me off so much and I just wish she would talk to me about things but I cant harrass her to talk to me I cant even send a message without fear of going to jail. She knows I love her I just dont get what she is thinking right now I know I have my problems but their isnt a question in my mind that I dont love her mental disorder or not I would take care of her.
Fish Fingers
The problem is no matter what good you do, it won't be considered by her during the bad times.
Cookie Thief
She just fixaites on the negative never thinks about the good, I dont know I guess I have to go back to being single and alone living in my parents house crying myself to sleep. I dont even want to get out of bed I just want to speak to her to understand what the fuck is going on but she is so caught up and happy with her new guy that she doesent want to talk about us or our problems cause she is done with it. As I said to the mother in law its all sunshine and pal trees in the beginning she will crave for the drama or that guy will annoy her once she sees his flaws. It all hurts so much and I just dont know if I want to deal with this anymore so tired of my life being so clouded and fucked up. My drug habbits just get worse and worse through the years
Fish Fingers
Right. Time to complete Catherine. Most random game and compelling game I have ever played.
Cookie Thief
have fun I will just sit around wondering what it all could of been, apparently I belong in jail accord to her.
Paranoid Schizoid
i happened to see this, so i thought I would try to be of some help to you. My take on it is that you have unrealistic expectations about life and reality, and that is what is causing you so much pain. If you just accept that what you are believing to be true cannot be reality, then you can begin to gain more perception and enlightenment. You can't force reality to be something it isn't, and sometimes we try to force other people to believe in the lies we tell ourselves. From what I have seen, you are a cool person, and it is not worth throwing your life away. This can be a path to greater truths and becoming a STRONGER PERSON.
Cookie Thief
Just dont want to give up hope that her and I could work out and have a happy ending, I just hate how much I have pushed her away. I need to get in control of myself but I am so tempted to use and forget my troubles, I want to be sucessful with or without her. After all the love I have shared with her I cant help but want what I am comfortable with what I have cared about for so long what I love and have come to expect.
Ayo b.
Today is going to be an interesting day.
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