Went on to ebay to pick up a few screen protectors and ended up buying a whole damn case for the phone, damn you ebay. :fist:
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Went on to ebay to pick up a few screen protectors and ended up buying a whole damn case for the phone, damn you ebay. :fist:
Speaking of ebay i should see what the going rate is on ZM-82 cpu's are
I do believe I'm practising right turns at junctions today. That'll probably take all of 20 minutes, so I wonder what'll be happening in the rest of my lesson. :D
Well I'm outta here. :wav:
HEY GRINGOS!
Turns out, the girl I like has no girlfriend AND she likes me. Aw nigga, I think I'm really Aizen, bruh.
Does this mean you die, then turn out to be alive, then die again like a bitch after several hundred pointless plotlines?
Die? Nah, insignificant creature. I'm just in Hell biding my time. When I said I was immortal, I meant that shit. I'll be back in the next arc. Don't worry.Quote:
Originally Posted by Raype
^_^
NIGGA! I RUN Hueco Mundo! I'm not even THERE and I'm still the shit in that hood!
Learning to drive is going pretty well.
She was mentally unstable its like she would be happy and say everything is fine and we would do all these crazy sexual things together and tell each other stuff we meant but her emotions just flipped with in a week cause we had a bad week with the birthday and fighting. She seems bipolar to be honest and very very spiteful not that I didnt act very immature I just have been back and forth so many times and I hate when she would act like this then we make up. This time though Im not even allowed to talk to her and she has moved on with someone who has a career and is 10 years older go figure she said I was holding her back with my drug problems and not having a career which I was so Im going to fix myself and maybe I will have a chance at my crazed bride again.Quote:
Originally Posted by Tassadar
Ive been with her for about 6 years and its just she gets in these moods she laso takes sleeping pills, xanax, and , depression pills so I gues something isnt right there. Always something is wrong its like she feeds off the drama and negativity. Her family doesent like me for the most part so of course they have been pushing for this for a long time and found her a better suitor apparently Im the evil drugged out mess. The other woman I dated with kids was a mess to this one was just nuts as well, and why to be spiteful to women find it necessary to run off and be with someone are they that insecure about themselves I know mine did it to be like oh well I dont deserve to be alone cause of your screw up overreacting or not she just did it knowing I would find out to rub it in and now she is using the guy to keep her company, to watch our kid, to be there for her. Me on the other hand Im walking ths road by myselfQuote:
Originally Posted by Beelzebub
Yeah this relationship always has its rocky point I leave then I would come back and now Im back and I want to leave and go be back with my wife and kid but she wont even talk to me for 23 days now. Ive been loosing my grip on reality and she knows it but I guess she has no feelings for me in anyway anymore.Quote:
Originally Posted by Tassadar
most single moms are seriously mentally unbalanced and frequently go into wild mood swing mode this. I swear she is bipolar and the mother in law is tripolar. Well this one made it to being my wife for a wild sucks were about to get divorcedQuote:
Originally Posted by Raype
all the time as I sit here in sorrow not messed up but years of sotrageQuote:
Originally Posted by Dr Mario
Sucks cause her and I had all these plans to get a house and have another kid in the coming years. Also sucks cause if and when she talks to me if she wants to make up I would be driving my car down there now as stupid as it may be. I think she is trying to show her family that its over with and tell her self its over with so shes doing everything to just be like its done. So whatever I love my son and now hes put into the middle of this and I sit here wondering does she think about how ridiculous all this got does she miss me? sigh I cant seem to get out of bed and the classes I signed up for are all online have no desire to work or go out.Quote:
Originally Posted by Beelzebub
Listen if a women has a kid just stay away their is a reason the baby daddy did what he did they drive them too it.....now im where the baby daddy was 6 years ago and she is playing victim with a new guy fixaiting on our problems but Im just dropping things so they can get to their problems real quick which always happens.Quote:
Originally Posted by Tassadar
Was really close to jumping off a bridge this time figured it would clear her mind long enough to stop acting stupidQuote:
Originally Posted by Raype
sounds goodQuote:
Originally Posted by Tassadar
I can remember when I first started dating this girl and my dad was telling me she had a lot of baggage I SHOULD of been working on my own baggage but I wasnt I got caught up in her. Yeah now some other guy is weekend dad cause she went back to school to get the last part of her degree and now this guy is watching our kid. Shes going to make it impossible for me to have any kind of rights probably and she seems to be trying to pretened like I just dont exist because well before she got home that day I had some fun in the house. So she was extra mad after that and still is but it sucks cause I love her I love my kid and I want to change. I need to change for myself need to be sober for good and I need to get this hospital administration thing moving along. She told me when she said that it was over that this is going to be why I got a career and grow up I hate how she went out of her way to teach me a lesson under heavy influence by her family.Quote:
Originally Posted by Drageuth
Man I wish I could think cleary every thought is consumed by her....I hate what happened I miss her so much...I dont miss the bs but its like that is my wife I use to have so much fun with her I just wish she would talk to me again.
Oh, Xperia phone covers, how much are they?Quote:
Originally Posted by Steve
Look on eBay, might be faster than waiting a reply from Steve? :wacko:Quote:
Originally Posted by Tassadar
That is the better idea, I guess he isn't always online like yourself then. :wacko:Quote:
Originally Posted by Inferno.
Tried and failed with a bipolar bitch. Didn't realise it to start with, obviously. However, I just figured out that the nice side was as much of a fuckup as the dark side and there is absolutely nothing you can do to change it. It's a mental disorder.Quote:
Originally Posted by alucard
Quit snorting the pills man. Fun to crush by tastes like all your worst nightmares when it dribbles down the back of your throat.
Worse part is she is to blind to see it, fuck man I would take care of her through this I know she needs help someone who will love her no matter I married her I am so commited to my marriage it all hurts so much. I wish she would think for a minute and not just try to run into something new we all spent so much time investing in this relationship I never thought I would been in this same place again. Whats the point Ive lost everything that mattered to me might as well just get fucked up till I od.Quote:
Originally Posted by D
Not sure you can OD on pills or coke but yeah. Mental illness is a motherfucker man. That's what she has. There's nothing much someone on the outside can do to assist. Just make sure you don't develop one as well.Quote:
Originally Posted by alucard
She has no clue she has one though she is blaming all her problems on me, oh yeah pain pills coke xanax dead man walking. I already have dealing with this stress it has consumed me over the yeras we were so fucking happy and one fight sparked a mass fall out it just pisses me off so much and I just wish she would talk to me about things but I cant harrass her to talk to me I cant even send a message without fear of going to jail. She knows I love her I just dont get what she is thinking right now I know I have my problems but their isnt a question in my mind that I dont love her mental disorder or not I would take care of her.Quote:
Originally Posted by D
The problem is no matter what good you do, it won't be considered by her during the bad times.Quote:
Originally Posted by alucard
She just fixaites on the negative never thinks about the good, I dont know I guess I have to go back to being single and alone living in my parents house crying myself to sleep. I dont even want to get out of bed I just want to speak to her to understand what the fuck is going on but she is so caught up and happy with her new guy that she doesent want to talk about us or our problems cause she is done with it. As I said to the mother in law its all sunshine and pal trees in the beginning she will crave for the drama or that guy will annoy her once she sees his flaws. It all hurts so much and I just dont know if I want to deal with this anymore so tired of my life being so clouded and fucked up. My drug habbits just get worse and worse through the years
Right. Time to complete Catherine. Most random game and compelling game I have ever played. :lou:
have fun I will just sit around wondering what it all could of been, apparently I belong in jail accord to her.
i happened to see this, so i thought I would try to be of some help to you. My take on it is that you have unrealistic expectations about life and reality, and that is what is causing you so much pain. If you just accept that what you are believing to be true cannot be reality, then you can begin to gain more perception and enlightenment. You can't force reality to be something it isn't, and sometimes we try to force other people to believe in the lies we tell ourselves. From what I have seen, you are a cool person, and it is not worth throwing your life away. This can be a path to greater truths and becoming a STRONGER PERSON.Quote:
Originally Posted by alucard
Just dont want to give up hope that her and I could work out and have a happy ending, I just hate how much I have pushed her away. I need to get in control of myself but I am so tempted to use and forget my troubles, I want to be sucessful with or without her. After all the love I have shared with her I cant help but want what I am comfortable with what I have cared about for so long what I love and have come to expect.
Today is going to be an interesting day.
I can't wait until Aizen's return in the next Bleach arc. You know the shit is going to happen. Kubo is a fucking terrible writer and he's going to go back to his standard shit.
Ok, I'm back with news. Got Peace Walker officially now, and continued with the save from my hax0red PSP. Got 2 apprenticeships interviews on Friday.
I have an interview next Tuesday for an unpaid job in a charity shop. :whistle:Quote:
Originally Posted by Englebert3rd
Heh, you bleedin' hipster. :wacko:Quote:
Originally Posted by Inferno.
I didn't get the other unpaid job as I didn't sound interested in the job at the interview. Yeah. Whatever, bitch.
I have no interviews am not going to look for a job. Going to get my associates from my bedroom basically then I guess I will be forced to go to uncc hopefully in about two years Im looking into getting my masters. Just dont want to focus on anything other then my future cant sit here all day waiting for her to come around its going to be some real time apart if we ever make up and I have to change a lot in the process. So maybe in the next year or two will be able to reconcile and move on however doubtful it might be true love only comes once. So I just set up the dusty old wii, was playing all the goodies on my sons 3ds but he needs to game too Im sure she thought it was childish I took the wii but last time I sent it down there it was unplugged and upside down in the tv stand and she lent my HDD out to her friend. Anyways I need to finish Zelda and Xenosaga trying to detox and fix my life got a long lonely road ahead of me.
I'm not even sure if it qualifies as a job if it's unpaid, at that point I think it's just work.Quote:
Originally Posted by Inferno.
Meh, I just need to bulk up my CV and get some customer service experience. :whistle:Quote:
Originally Posted by TheRealSpiders
Oh I understand, I was just saying.Quote:
Originally Posted by Inferno.
Woke up today with a head ache, like a boss.
One should probably learn proper sentence structure before going for that master's.
I thought it was a requirement for everything beyond the first semester of undergrad work.Quote:
Originally Posted by Milady
Kinda hard to spend that much time working on a degree without some form of support/income as well.
taking a writing class ;-) I agree completely with you... Im already bleeding everywhere nurse just give me a bag of morphine and let me put myself out of my mysery.Quote:
Originally Posted by Milady
I dont think this will be easy but I know I am capable of doing it at least I will always have my math skills :whistle:Quote:
Originally Posted by Dr Mario
Now to write and speak errr English more better.
Apparently, learning to direct air traffic doesn't require a person to be particularly articulate.Quote:
Originally Posted by Dr Mario
Hospital Administration seeeesh got a semester and a half to have my associates in arts, I agree with you I need to get my reading and writing up to code. Reading Gawker websites and doing drugs all day has dumbed me down along with talking about greys anatomy with the wife...err whatever Kelly....So now I can get back to reading in my spare time being a complete loaner and she can go on trips with her sugar daddy and being an RN.
Even trying to fathom the idea of having you for a boss is horrifying.