It's life. Turns out for the past two years (A year and 2 months of it we've been together. Had a 10 month "break" when she married the guy she left me for) she's been lying and cheating on me with a guy who supposedly gave her PTSD. So even before she left me to marry the guy she met at her job, she was cheating on me. And then I saved her from her and her kids from her shitty and abusive marriage, and she was still cheating on me with the guy who supposedly gave her PTSD.
So I'm just going to stay alone forever at this point tbh.
Not to mention I'm unemployed af so I got nothing good going on in my life lol.