I just received a message from my Japanese teacher regarding my failure to get into university. I...really don't deserve a life like the one I have.

Something goes wrong, and everyone rallies around me... She's really angry, and says that unless I'm sure that I've accepted it, and don't want to dwell on it, she really wants to go and kick up a fuss about it. It's... This is all too much for someone like me.

I shouldn't be allowed to live a life this cute and this happy. I can't even really be sad anymore.
