To me recent time has been difficult, me and my family have suffered much, it's been painful with great loss; however there is also a deep sense of catharsis about surviving long enough to see humanity evolve past being the brutal dangerous savages they have been since the beginning of human history which have traumatized me throughout decades of existence finally becoming sapient like their hubris claims in nomenclature and ignorant arrogance about their up to now being an uncivilized civilization after contact with a higher intelligence that isn't stupid like humans are.