Y'know, I have to say... this sounds like the kind of thing someone who's really insecure says on the internet to look like a cool guy. If you want to impress people here, you're better off being witty or showing us things worth seeing rather than trying to convince us that you're already worthy of respect and contemptuous of us.
Seriously. None of us particularly care who you are in real life. We care who you are here.
try www.mmorpgmaker.org
free to sell, distribute, sell subscriptions to, and have micropayments, and tweak as long as you don't mod the source. it's a little out of date, but there's a team working on an independent version, the original creator gave permission to them to modify the source as the wished.
Where's Sheras? Has college life already torn him from us?