http://www.digitalspy.co.uk/showbiz/...unkenness.html
This is hilarious. #horny2012
http://www.digitalspy.co.uk/showbiz/...unkenness.html
This is hilarious. #horny2012
Happy Paddys day.
At the end of my alcoholism, I was becoming ruthless and unthinking. I am starting to wonder if I would have been reincarnated as an insect. I was fantasizing a lot about giant bugs at that time--like something out of Naked Lunch.
I know i was more fun when I drank--and I did have fun too. But it had to end. I really looked closely at my driver's license picture from that time, and I really look red and bloated from all the booze. I didn't even notice it at the time. And set in that face were very sad eyes, just a fool slowly destroying himself.
I'll stop my preaching--it just seems like the perfectly ironic occasion for me to extoll the virtues of sobriety.![]()
Yeah, not everyone can do moderation. The way I explained it to my sister is that I have this compulsion to escape back into the womb; like I think I can find some kind of permanent retreat from reality through drugs or alcohol. But...it is no way to go through life and I had to make some tough choices to get off everything except caffeine.
I'm getting back into old school gaming now, which is a positive hobby for me. And I think school is helping my attention span so i can get farther in the classics.