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[Evans]

My application to university was rejected. I don't know why I'm surprised. My grades were hardly good enough, and my personal statement said little more than 'I know I've not really done much in the last few years, but I really want to do this, and I'll really work hard, so please accept me.' I guess they really had no reason to accept me, and every time I found myself holding any sort of faith, I told myself to stop hoping; that I was just going to be disappointed. But...

But I did hope. And now I am disappointed. I actually can't stop crying, even though I know it's ridiculous. I kind of...I don't know what to do now. I can go back to college, I suppose. Get more grades. Try again. But...I really tried my best last year. I really felt as if it was a success, as if I proved that I was more than the sum of the spectacular failures I enacted in high school. I just wish I could've better shown that to others too... Being rejected now feels like being told that even my very best efforts are not good enough. And...I'm really not very strong. Even doing as well as I did last year took a lot out of me. I'm not sure how many more rejections I can take; how many more times I can pick myself up and get back on the horse...

Um...if it's okay, I think I'll maybe just disappear for a while. I'm only going to be a misery to be around for the next couple of months, so I think it would be best for everyone around me if I spent most of it as far away from any sort of reality as possible. Thank you all for all of the fun times and support you've given me over the last couple of months. I wish I could've delivered better news at the end of it all...

Will you drop by MSN?

[Ivolt]

My application to university was rejected. I don't know why I'm surprised. My grades were hardly good enough, and my personal statement said little more than 'I know I've not really done much in the last few years, but I really want to do this, and I'll really work hard, so please accept me.' I guess they really had no reason to accept me, and every time I found myself holding any sort of faith, I told myself to stop hoping; that I was just going to be disappointed. But...

But I did hope. And now I am disappointed. I actually can't stop crying, even though I know it's ridiculous. I kind of...I don't know what to do now. I can go back to college, I suppose. Get more grades. Try again. But...I really tried my best last year. I really felt as if it was a success, as if I proved that I was more than the sum of the spectacular failures I enacted in high school. I just wish I could've better shown that to others too... Being rejected now feels like being told that even my very best efforts are not good enough. And...I'm really not very strong. Even doing as well as I did last year took a lot out of me. I'm not sure how many more rejections I can take; how many more times I can pick myself up and get back on the horse...

Um...if it's okay, I think I'll maybe just disappear for a while. I'm only going to be a misery to be around for the next couple of months, so I think it would be best for everyone around me if I spent most of it as far away from any sort of reality as possible. Thank you all for all of the fun times and support you've given me over the last couple of months. I wish I could've delivered better news at the end of it all...

Feel better, and come back soon, okay?

[Deach]

Audiosurf is win.

[Jetsetlemming]

My application to university was rejected. I don't know why I'm surprised. My grades were hardly good enough, and my personal statement said little more than 'I know I've not really done much in the last few years, but I really want to do this, and I'll really work hard, so please accept me.' I guess they really had no reason to accept me, and every time I found myself holding any sort of faith, I told myself to stop hoping; that I was just going to be disappointed. But...

But I did hope. And now I am disappointed. I actually can't stop crying, even though I know it's ridiculous. I kind of...I don't know what to do now. I can go back to college, I suppose. Get more grades. Try again. But...I really tried my best last year. I really felt as if it was a success, as if I proved that I was more than the sum of the spectacular failures I enacted in high school. I just wish I could've better shown that to others too... Being rejected now feels like being told that even my very best efforts are not good enough. And...I'm really not very strong. Even doing as well as I did last year took a lot out of me. I'm not sure how many more rejections I can take; how many more times I can pick myself up and get back on the horse...

Um...if it's okay, I think I'll maybe just disappear for a while. I'm only going to be a misery to be around for the next couple of months, so I think it would be best for everyone around me if I spent most of it as far away from any sort of reality as possible. Thank you all for all of the fun times and support you've given me over the last couple of months. I wish I could've delivered better news at the end of it all...

There are other schools, right?
I can understand far more than I'd like the "Trying to overcome the fuckups from highschool" stuff. >__>; It's not my fault I was marked truant for 3/4 of my last school year before dropping out! Honest!
At least I'm back on the right track now, or at least I tell myself.

[Evans]

COOL&CREATE - [ケイブラブ #14] Just a couple of more...

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[Raype]

It looks like Ed's bad news has just caused a massive downer.

So I'm going to fix it the only way I know how.

Marathon Audiosurf session.

/gone

[Evans]

It looks like Ed's bad news has just caused a massive downer.

So I'm going to fix it the only way I know how.

Marathon Audiosurf session.

/gone

Ed uses Massive Bad News.

*rest of Pokémon text I'm unfamiliar with goes here* effective!

[Evans]

And now he'll feel worse for thinking he killed the hangout.

[Evans]

At any rate, gotta clean the dishes if I want to be able to make dinner.

/bbl

[Tanthias]

My application to university was rejected. I don't know why I'm surprised. My grades were hardly good enough, and my personal statement said little more than 'I know I've not really done much in the last few years, but I really want to do this, and I'll really work hard, so please accept me.' I guess they really had no reason to accept me, and every time I found myself holding any sort of faith, I told myself to stop hoping; that I was just going to be disappointed. But...

But I did hope. And now I am disappointed. I actually can't stop crying, even though I know it's ridiculous. I kind of...I don't know what to do now. I can go back to college, I suppose. Get more grades. Try again. But...I really tried my best last year. I really felt as if it was a success, as if I proved that I was more than the sum of the spectacular failures I enacted in high school. I just wish I could've better shown that to others too... Being rejected now feels like being told that even my very best efforts are not good enough. And...I'm really not very strong. Even doing as well as I did last year took a lot out of me. I'm not sure how many more rejections I can take; how many more times I can pick myself up and get back on the horse...

Um...if it's okay, I think I'll maybe just disappear for a while. I'm only going to be a misery to be around for the next couple of months, so I think it would be best for everyone around me if I spent most of it as far away from any sort of reality as possible. Thank you all for all of the fun times and support you've given me over the last couple of months. I wish I could've delivered better news at the end of it all...

I know you'll get accepted somewhere.

I hope you'll come back soon.

I'm sorry... I suck at comforting people at times like this. I truly believe you'll be accepted at the next university you apply to though.

[Deach]

University is shit anyway.

[Jetsetlemming]

It looks like Ed's bad news has just caused a massive downer.

So I'm going to fix it the only way I know how.

Marathon Audiosurf session.

/gone

Better buff up your Power Supply score before I demolish it tonight.

[Jetsetlemming]

Chef Boyardi Beefaroni and tea.

/lunch

[Banned]

[Evans]