Tsk, I like feeling even more powerful than usual. What's wrong with that?
I really want to try synthetic adrenaline by intravenous means one day. I don't like the whole idea of injecting something in my veins (it's a pretty sad stage in drugs if you ask me) but the rush has to be crazy.
I have to be careful though, my best friend, the one I pretty much do all my stimulants with has the bad tendancy to get angry-like when he takes any stimulant and a big of alcohol. He's constantly talking about how he would fight and whatnot, one day I'm gonna end up in a bar fight trying to save his sorry ass I bet.![]()
Thing is, I was the same way some years ago.I was shy, had a hard time talking to other people and well, I used to look kinda...androgynous, I remember being quite little, slim and my face was girly like, and of course a really long hair but not metal-ish type or anything like that.
I was quite the same about sex and that stuff too.I didn't seemed to care, but high school definitely changed me, meeting the guys of my ex-band, having a girlfriend for the first time in my life, and actually it being the first girl I ever approached without feeling shy and stuff.
Then my "manly" genes kinda ignited,and I began to change physically, got facial hair, started to check girls out and even my voice changed. (I used to sing Hanson and Placebo songs with my band, OH IRONY)
Still, the shyness and the lack of social skills remained until...quite recently, I have become quite an outgoing person and that stuff. So reading your posts kinda reminds me of how I used to be when I was younger.![]()
Good night, Ed.
I am posting from a Mac. Dear God. It's like Vista, bloated and shite, but it doesn't play games.
Just kidding, a Mac runs better than Vista.![]()
I liked the Bonus Songs of GH2.
...except Yes We Can. Oh God.