I guy I knew from elementary school that commited suicide on Sunday, and because of that I've felt depressed and disorganized all week.. There was a memorial for him at the school, and I can't sum up any words of how I feel so I drew a portrait of him and layed it on the table..
An "enemy" of mine thought that was somehow disrespectful and we had a very loud fight over it, and even though I out-shouted the bastard, I still feel like utter crap.
Not seeing him around school, and knowing that my graduating class will lack one person is hard.. But what really got me was that today was his birthday.