God is believed in through faith. I personally do not know how christians can do it. They do it so they can rationalize the universe through their human instincts, which is to keep going up. If the universe has an end, that's a limit. If the universe doesn't have an end, they can never reach the top. To show it is possible, they create someone who has already done what we strive for. If the universe is closed, there's probably a race out there that has logic where that fits in perfectly, and they do not believe in god. I fear death. I fear it because I do not know what is to come next. This is human nature. This is probably wrong, but it is not something I can change instantly. I can't explain how we are, or why we are, but I give how we aren't, and things that aren't our reason. Life is a gamble. The christians may be right. I've repented. I've cried and wished to believe. Within hours I've been back to sanity. Do I think these few minutes of my life are wasted? Define wasted, then. Jesus was likely not the son of god. Had he existed, I believe he was simply a nice person, with a touch of insanity. Some may tell you it is best to keep an open mind, others will tell you to follow your gut instinct. These people are fools, along with the rest of the population. Nobody knows the best thing. All you can do is hope you're right. Whether saying this saves you or damns you and me, I don't know. In my personal opinion, my purpose is to be me, and continue to want the best.
Want is instinct.I do not stray from my instinct, it may have been put in me for a reason. It may have been put in me as a challenge to beat, but I'm betting on atheism. If we are all truly lucky, we will meet in heaven, and laugh the silly conversation off.
