Today, my mom cracked my aquariumand she i also had to take her to 3 dr apointments and had to go grocery shopping, been a real shitty day
Today, my mom cracked my aquariumand she i also had to take her to 3 dr apointments and had to go grocery shopping, been a real shitty day
I lost some OST's, my HD isn't big enough.![]()
I had a bad day today. Had a bit of a row with my friend today, I hate being ignored by someone who's too egoistic to admit s/he needs help.
Then my arsy union president yelled at me for not attending some inane, absolutely futile dept. meeting that I was supposedly informed of yday, albeit I insisted that I wasn't informed, I quietly gave in, b/c she was too huffed up to listen to a word I was saying.
Then I got into a bus and was sitting next to this (relatively) decent fellow, and I was thinking "this must be my lucky day, no assholes around to stare and 'accidently' fall over me", and just when I think of that, this guy comes and stands next to me. My shoulder reaches his trouser pocket level, and every time the bus takes an abrupt turn (or even when it doesn't), this fellow's 'pocket' hits me really hard on the shoulder. After a while even my 'over-cautious' senses sense something wrong, so with great effort I actually dared to look at what was in this guy's pocket.
After all, it never occured to me, that a girl (me), fully covered from head-to-toe, (the only parts of me actually showing were me feet and face), could actually 'invoke' a guy to have an erection and would have the misfortune of having a perverted, sex-deprived/sex-greedy, arsehole of a bastard standing next to me having an erection and not even wearing underwear.
It all happened too fast for me to react and by impulse I moved forward so as to move farthest from this man and his uncontrollable piece of evil, and at that moment the bus conducter realized what he was doing b/c his erection was quite visible and asked him why he wasn't sitting, so he went ahead in the bus and stood and glared at me. I was of course too disgusted, enraged, outraged, warped and ashamed even to think. He should've been the one who should've been ashamed, but no, he just jeered and stared more at me. I had nothing left in me, I felt so vacant, except maybe anger and the urge to shoot this man, but not before castrating him. Just because I am a girl, that's the only reason. I am not sexy, hot or even great looking or any of those qualities that seem 'inviting' or worthy of being thrusted upon by dicks from all directions.
Its so upsetting and all I could do was cry. I don't know why, but in the midst of all the emotional curry cooking in me, all that came out were tears. I was so helpless. I didn't ask for it. And that man will never, NEVER have to go through that emotion. And my only fault was, like Skinner says, having a vagina and breasts (which were well hidden under the multiple layer of clothes).
I hate it when people tell me to "accept it, it's Delhi, it's India, it's the world" Fuck it, ok? I don't give a soddy frog's ass if it's the world...it's also me. If I learn to "accept it", those men will teach their sons to rape and molest and have no respect for fellow humans, let alone women.
I am not saying I am going to oozy the jellies out of them, but I can't bear to think of another person being molested and then blaming him/herself after it happens.
What you said about molesting then blaming themselves that it happens to them, or have someone do it for you, also pisses me off. Sorry to hear that Dingy, really am.
Sorry to hear of what youve had to put up with today Dingy. Its things like that that make us all lose faith in society - it doesnt matter where you are it seems, theres always these bloody perverts around. Scant consolation I know, but I daresay had any right minded person seen what happened they would have intervened. I know for one thing that I would have put a stop to the lecherous twat.
People like that make me sick, they really do.
Touch my twat.
Thanks Soldier, Clive.
I agree with what you say about the intervention bit, Clive, but that makes me feel so fucking challenged. That I can't even protect myself, is something that makes me feel it's my fault and that I wasn't right-minded enough to kick the shit out of him. It's just that in that moment, when you know whats happening, its just too overwhelming to act.
My cousin sister who recently confided in me about her brother molesting her, made me realize how difficult it really is to understand the whole situation, however old or young the victim may be. Obviously, the first question that comes to mind is, "why didn't you say anything?" But I have learnt not to ask that...
Im sort of glad i dont live near you Dingy the reason why is you knwo how much i look after chicks that are close to me and you know what i did to that guy that was abusing Jana and that was really nothing to this.But i knwo if i was there i would of grabbed it and twisted and given a lil smile and say somethign like enjoyin your time? then given a lil wink
Neg Vibe: my Emerica Tilt's just stuffed up and i have to take them back![]()
He might like it and say something like "Ooo, that feels so good, do it harder". Ya know, any girl I see getting abused(Physical/mentally) im going to say something whether know her or not. You dont ever treat women like that.Originally Posted by The Watcher
Your seeing girls being abused in front of you and you don't help them? You're a sicko.Originally Posted by Soldier
Oh, that's not what you meant...
I don't want to go to school tomorrow, but my best friend will be waiting for me at my 2nd bus stop, and come to school with me. It's been 3 weeks since i last saw him. :\
We'll obviously do nifty pranks to teachers and people.![]()
Shouldnt that go in the positive vibe threadOriginally Posted by polobunny
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Neg Vibe - Still on 56k, takes forever to d/l something, and I didnt get to talk to my G/F today.
Nah it would hurt i can try it out on you if you would likeOriginally Posted by Soldier
But yeah females are queens the rest of the male's need to learn this treat your chicks like princess. after all it was a female that gave birth to you and its a female that will have your child. i aint one to get into a fight easy but the only time i need not to think and just start smashing is when a female is gettin hurt. Like i was telling Dingy about thsi time last year i had Jana and Simone over for my birthday and a really close friend of mine who picked on Jana like 3 weeks before and i had a go at him and gave him a few hits then my mate Tim said that i should stop and held me backwell that didnt really help cos i got a few more in while he had my arms bu Jana asked me to stop then i stopped but anyway i was at my house on my birthday and my mate Tim came got me from the back room and told me that this guy had tried to hit Jana and i was like
your joking right so i got up to the front door my mate tim got this guy by the neck threw him out the door i gave all my necklaces and shit i never take off to Simone she started cryin and i went A -wall threw him to the ground got him good he started to leave and his brother started mouthing off king hit him threw him off my mate tim told them to get lost then they started sayin shit about my mom well lets just say my mate tim that knows me couldnt stop me i got them great theuy ran away took 2 guys to hold me back and the only reason i really stopped was my mate fox told me that Jana and Simone ran away. But i will start a fight with anyone that even looks at my princess's wrong some call it being stubbon i call it pride. Shit the last time i almost got into a fight with a bouncer i still owe him a few shoots the prick grabbed Jana and hurt her real bad my mates could see my eyes when she rang me. Bad thing about being Greek to much "pride"
Neg vibe: my Eerica Tilt's aint gettin sent back till Monday![]()
Its not really pride, its more like, you must protect what you love. And You love women, just like me, and you will protect them at all cost. Your a good man watcher.
No problem
* Got exams next week.![]()