I woke up at 9PM last night with a headache. Read some LOTR. Then thought "Hey, let's check epforums and facebook again". I did and in facebook there was a link about fitting 1000 tera bytes on a dvd. I posted it on Raype's visitor messages to tease him since he had previously said Discs were gimmicks to me. Which started this whole discussion I've been at since.
Now I feel dizzy, but must stay up. JUST 9 MORE HOURS!!!
ある朝、気がついたんだ
僕はこの世界が嫌いなんだって
Ray mentioned a certain game. Shit, time to play!!!
Actually in this case it ends up being me realizing that I spent the last night doing fuck all and my near crippling insomnia is back in full force.
And I work a job where I absolutely, positively have to be awake.
And it's yielded the clear evidence that my life really is a massive clusterfuck without prudence here to keep the more absolutely nutters bits of my personality in check.
Hence why I spent the whole night youtubring, browsing incredibly banal internet sites, arguing semantics in the HO here, and trying in vain to both sleep and stop doing things. Seriously, I even swiped some allergy meds and tried to knock myself out. Still nothing.
And I'm not desperate enough to take up heavy drinking. Yet. And even if I did I'm currently strapped for cash and sitting on a fridge devoid of sufficient alcohol for my purposes. Which doesn't even get into the issues with showing up drunk in the morning.
HAR HAR HAR, I LOVE MY LIFE.
So yeah, I'm just going to say I totally am raising a white flag.
Because holy fuck, I do not feel like I'm winning much of anything here.
Except extreme exhaustion, a shitty day on the job, and possibly an impending head injury when I clumsily bash my head on something.
Life is wank sometimes.
And that's my alarm clock.
Loverly.
Gents.
I conceded your mother last night.
You're going to be a big brother!
I like where this is going.
Hmmm. I feel like listening to some Tragically Hyp!
Fuck. One of my best characters just died