University applications.Always university applications. I'm probably going to be like this until March. I guess it doesn't really matter if I am rejected. I can just go back to college, get more qualifications, and try again. I proved to myself last year that I'm such a positive frame of mind now that achieving good grades really isn't a problem. And I had so much fun besides, so it's not like it'd be a struggle for me to have to go back.
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Still, I can't help but worry. I'm not working, and, while I'm hardly a burden financially, my parents have already supported me for a lot longer than I can possibly consider reasonable. I know that they know as well as I do that I've changed since high school. That all of the really hard work has already been done, and that it's really just a matter of me going through the motions and picking up all the required grades to compensate for my flunking out of high school. But I'd really not like to disappoint them any further than I already have. They're not getting any younger, and neither am I...
Blah, ignore me, I'm probably just worrying for nothing.I picked up some nice qualifications last year, and there's actually a good chance that they might be enough on their own. I'm just a big worrier.
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