Oh I give up.Quote:
Originally Posted by Raype
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Oh I give up.Quote:
Originally Posted by Raype
I want you.Quote:
Originally Posted by Raype
:lol
I'm spent. Gonna fuck off and try to do some work now, been putting it off all week *sigh*. Have fun guys.
I want you inside me.Quote:
Originally Posted by Evans
While someone else is inside you.
:wacko:
I can't believe I passed up the opportunity to insult evans knowledge of dolls.
:ugh:
Hi Ed!
You got it, baby doll.Quote:
Originally Posted by Raype
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Originally Posted by Evans
You should've just said matryoshka from the beginning :P
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Originally Posted by Raype
So, you, too, know about dolls? :wacko:Quote:
Originally Posted by Raype
And I was kind of hoping you'd make an Addams Family related post, which you did. :P
Uh...Quote:
Originally Posted by Evans
No....
:dread:
My application to university was rejected. I don't know why I'm surprised. My grades were hardly good enough, and my personal statement said little more than 'I know I've not really done much in the last few years, but I really want to do this, and I'll really work hard, so please accept me.' I guess they really had no reason to accept me, and every time I found myself holding any sort of faith, I told myself to stop hoping; that I was just going to be disappointed. But...
But I did hope. And now I am disappointed. I actually can't stop crying, even though I know it's ridiculous. I kind of...I don't know what to do now. I can go back to college, I suppose. Get more grades. Try again. But...I really tried my best last year. I really felt as if it was a success, as if I proved that I was more than the sum of the spectacular failures I enacted in high school. I just wish I could've better shown that to others too... Being rejected now feels like being told that even my very best efforts are not good enough. And...I'm really not very strong. Even doing as well as I did last year took a lot out of me. I'm not sure how many more rejections I can take; how many more times I can pick myself up and get back on the horse...
Um...if it's okay, I think I'll maybe just disappear for a while. I'm only going to be a misery to be around for the next couple of months, so I think it would be best for everyone around me if I spent most of it as far away from any sort of reality as possible. ^_^ Thank you all for all of the fun times and support you've given me over the last couple of months. I wish I could've delivered better news at the end of it all...
What can I say, I have a morbid sense of humor. :wacko:Quote:
Originally Posted by Evans
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Originally Posted by Elin
Good luck with that.
Just try not to distance yourself too far from the problem. Otherwise you're just avoiding it rather than dealing with it.
(I hope you get accepted somewhere at least)