The negative vibe thread.

ah! women lovers. and happy vibes in the negative vibe thread. Life's a wonder.

Today, my closest and only friend at college didn't turn up for any class and then called me in the afternoon to tell me she was in the hospital since yday b/c she had some sort of an attack due to low calcium levels which rendered her breathless, etc. I feel absolutely horrible b/c I wasn't there for her, to take care of her. She's been depressed for a while now, and my darkest fear is that she's contemplating suicide. I had fought with her yday morning and we weren't quite speaking to eachother. I feel so horrible, she's like my baby sister, I should be taking care of her and she was so ill and I didn't even know.

After many, many tries today, I still cant mae a fuckin wallpaper look good.

my best friend just clled me and told me she broke up with her bf a while back. She's coming home atm and will find out what happened, but makes me :( nonetheless.

I still work at Shell.......:(

I threw up 3 times lolololol argh im drunk and i feel lonely cos Jana is in melb andi am her and i have to wait for her :(

* I don't have internet at my own comp at the moment, and I can't figure out why it doesn't work, router works perfectly. :ugh:

I keep having this feeling that I have to do something very important but am forgetting what it is. I have this mounting omenous feeling that I am forgetting to do something.

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(yeah, I like the animeParadise skin =P)

I took ALL the pictures down off of the walls in my room.
There was alittle over 400 pictures on those big, blue, glorious walls.. and now they're completely barren, save for a few written obscenities from the past..

I won't sleep tonight.

my gfs mom is a bitch sometimes. yes indeed.

* Still no internet on my own comp.
* Got no new moped.:(

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Originally Posted by Schutzstaffel

I took ALL the pictures down off of the walls in my room.
There was alittle over 400 pictures on those big, blue, glorious walls.. and now they're completely barren, save for a few written obscenities from the past..

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Why?

Have to work on me presentation and the dark feeling of me forgetting something has still not gone:/

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Originally Posted by Dingy

Why?

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We're moving soon.

It's sunday and that means tomorrow will be monday and 10 hours of school
for me. Oh no I couldn't stand it :cry:

Usually have mondays off...but trow's working and some "very important event" in college which will kind of be like my pilot as a secy, so hoping very much that it goes well.