Managed to showcase almost all my shortcomings in a single day.
Oh, well, I'm telling myself it's alright because I worked a lot yesterday. Almost as much as a normal person does. :wacko:
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Managed to showcase almost all my shortcomings in a single day.
Oh, well, I'm telling myself it's alright because I worked a lot yesterday. Almost as much as a normal person does. :wacko:
Just found out I might be pregnant......im a guy.
I have no interest in working in the area I just became qualified to work in.
Not looking forward to next week....oh well, shit happens I guess.
The ever present yet never welcome post whiskey hangover that just ruins everything, is again in full force today.
No idea how I'm supposed to get any work done, not that it matters since I haven't really done any productive work since about last week. Meh.
Father trying to manipulate me into joining him in working on his farm.
Feel a bit depressed... Will also revert to my previous avatar-stealing shenanigans, just for the sake of it.
Boo.
I'm getting bad vibes from the guy outside my house giving me the finger. . .he just stands there. . .
I'm getting bad fucking vibes from life.
You know what I want? (Know you don't care but venting if fuuuuunn)
I want it to stop fucking raining for once. And pills. Lots of pills. Mind bending, consciousness blotting pills. And I want to go on this marvelous bender for a god damn week.
And then when the lines between reality and whatever the hell pill haze induced reality are blurred enough I'll go out and finally anhero and all will be fucking daises!
Or I'll just get drunk. That too.
Having to look back and realize I have been a spoiled brat and that I could have had more fun if I had scaled down my expectations. Always such a perfectionist; this is the example I think of a lot. A female co-worker of mine had told me that she had lost a thousand dollars and was in trouble. I felt awkward and I didn't offer to help her. But see, I would have given her some money, but because I have been so neurotic my whole life I instantly assumed that she was asking me for a thousand dollars: exactly that amount and not a penny less. A normal person wouldn't have perceived it that way.:revwacko: