That is very festive, K. I'm flattered. Just to give you a little insight on my own life, I was completely emasculated in 2003 when I got in a bad car accident and some of my tough guy friends essentially "swooped down" on my weakened state in order to build up their own self esteem. Prior to that, they were afraid of me, but as soon as I showed weakness, their animal instincts took over. Granted, intimidating mental midgets in the hope that I would never have to answer to them was not a wise choice for me to make--but in a nutshell, once you get through all of that bullshit, you realize an eternal truth: Your manhood can never be taken away from you if you choose to be a man.