i love gaming, i love games, i play every day for 10 h and more, i play everything i play rpgs i play action games, shooters mobas, whenever is good i play it.. and after finishing game any game i see credits and i see all that people who i steal from and i feel bad and i feel disgusting.. this hit me recently very hard when i saw "how to make" video of a games which i played and enjoyed... these people these programers artist voice actors,they give energy time effort to make games to give me enjoyment and im stealing.. i hate myslef for that.. im pirating game since always.. and it was something common.. it was always normal thing.. but after seeing that actually making games is someones way to provide for himself and his family i feel bad.. i m stealing from their table.. like common thief.. nothing more... its is tempting to justify this by my poor status. i have 200 $ for a month, half this i give to my parents for bills and food, what left i trying to save for i dont even know what.. im sorry i feel dirty and disgusting.. pls forgive me.. i cannot change that i wont change that please forgive me for what ive done and what i will be