Background Story[Optional]
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Hello,
I'm a 19 year old who will probably pursue game development as a profession several years from now. I have an online social dilemma here. Yes, I know it sounds stupid and insignificant but I think it is significant.
As some of you professionals might already know communication or socialization is essential to the success of a team working on a game project. Creating a professional quality game is a group effort and all group members should establish some level of friendliness with one another so that working together wouldn't be a pain-staking process.
For years I've been looking for a game development community to adapt to and according to my history or rap sheet(hehe) I've had problems with almost all communities I've come into contact with. I know you guys don't give a crap about my past but one of the staff members of gamedev.net has this religious crusade against which stemmed from a simple issue from gamefaqs.com. Their programming community is filled with Linux zealots who pressure beginners to avoid the DirectX API at all cost. I felt that this was awful because they were imposing a very linear, depth-less message onto everyone.
When I came into that community I decided to make a topic about how the DirectX API isn't as poorly designed as version 5 and basically to bust all of the myths regarding microsoft's API. From that day I created that topic Ravuya(who's on the gamedev.net staff) started this ultra-serious religious crusade against me, assembling as many people as he can to bother me on AIM, e-mail, basically harrassment. None of that bother me except for the fact that he had "connects" on the gamedev.net staff to have me banned because one of his friend's sites were hacked and he suspected me.
A later instance of where I wasn't able to get along with fellow game programmers is in #GameDev at irc.efnet.org. I used to visit this place all the time until I was banned without reason by Ghaleon, one of the OPs there. Ghaleon doesn't seem like a sociallly intelligent person to me. He barely speaks properly english and utilizes the haX0r sub-language in his speech which I find quite immature and annoying. Many other people in that same channel utilizes that same speech but to a lighter extent and support my ban. Apparently I was banned because I told him to stop acting like an idiot. He never helps people out. Whenever someone had a programming-related question he would dodge the question and say something like, "RTFM" or "rofflecoptor! google.com ". Even to the more advanced questions.
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Main Part
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My problem is that if I'm unable to get along with my future colleagues at this age then my career in the game development field is more like a conspiracy theory that doesn't make sense rather than a fact that happen(a million apologies for my weird analogy). For some odd reason I'm somehow convinced that these guys are a representation of things to come. Ghaleon is over 23 years of age and works at a professional gamedev firm. His name was on their staff list but the company only made a Shrek game for some console(can't remember).
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What I'm doing in life[Optional but recommended]
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To bring in a feeling of optimism into this topic I'll stay closer to the topic of gamedev and tell you guys what I'm working on.
I've taken a break from game programming to explore the wonderful field of web design. However, I'm still a computer science major. I've acquired Photoshop CS2, ImageReady, FruityLoops Studio 5, Dreamweaver & Flash MX. Lately I've been taking an interest in Leonardo Da Vinci* so I'm taking his approach and have become interesting in various topics.
Thinking about purchasing a keyboard(electrical piano) to compose some music in conjunction with FruityLoops Studio 5. Hopefully to use this music in my websites and future games I'll program.
As for art, I recently drew a still-life of toilet paper . My printer can't print but it can scan. It doesn't scan pencil drawings too well so I can't submit my artwork to my deviantart account. Because of this I'm also considering purchasing a tablet to use in conjunction with Photoshop CS2 and ImageReady.
I'm currently reading a book on using the Flash program. Unfortunately this book is specifically designed for Flash 8 and I have MX(version 6). I wasn't even aware that Flash 8 came out already. Fortunately though, I have the Dreamweaver MX bible.
Besides web design and stuff I'm browsing the net for scholarships. I'm considering entering this webdesign contest. It might be sort of difficult for me because I am not a car ethusiast despite the fact that I own Gran Turismo 4(I actually think it's a boring game).
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* - Recently Da Vinci has been added to my list of idols which consist of Shigeru Miyamoto, Tupac Shakur, Tetsuya Takahashi, and Kurt Cobain.
Note: I won't apologize for the long post because I am a very descriptive person by nature(my art professor told me this).